jarjar's fingers symphony

welcome november

2011-11-01T09:14:00.001+08:00

november is here..

that means i have less than 2 months left..

im more excited than nervous! :D

pinky pink

2011-07-07T17:33:00.003+08:00

I'm handling one Myanmar project at the moment. So I have to go back and fro like every quarter of the year. Maybe after this, once a month as the project will soon be in the engineering design stage. During my first trip there, I was so bored that I dont know what to do or where to go. There just isnt any place that is interesting (for me) to visit. But before my second visit, I did some serious google and I just found out that actually Myanmar is very famous with their gemstones. (How dumb am I huh?)

Myanmar is one of the biggest suppliers in gemstones especially rubies and sapphires. They are also among the best gemstones in the world. You can find various colors of sapphires, even in pastel shades with very reasonable price.

Since I've accidentally misplaced my diamond ring (the one that bf bought at Habib few years back, tho it's just a commercial ring, but still) at home, I decided to have one colored stone ring (just in case I found back my diamond ring, so I wont be having 2 similar ring), as I plan to have a proper (means: 4c checklist) diamond ring for my nikah.

Blue sapphire is not one of my option as I think I dont look good in anything in blue (ok memang saiko sikit) neither do ruby as dark red is not my preference. So guess what's in between these two stones? PINK!! yes, pink sapphire! but some people called it pink ruby.. anyway it is still the same minerals. If it is in a subtle pale pink, they called it pink sapphire, but if it is more to a deep rich pink, they will called it pink ruby.

So to cut the story short, I went to the famous Yangon Gem Museum, and bought my first gemstone. So there you go, my pink sapphire ring, that I'm going to use it as my engagement ring. Kalau Kate Middleton pakai blue sapphire, I ada pink sapphire..tak main lah ikut2 orang nih..kerlass kan?? ahaks!! :p

off the rack

2011-07-07T16:51:00.003+08:00

i just bought a white chiffon, moderately beaded dress off the rack at Aseana by Farah Khan.

so can I say that my baju nikah dah siap? hahaha!!

well depends..kalau bosan simpan lama2 maybe i'll just wear it for other occasion ;)

independent old me

2011-05-28T21:33:00.005+08:00

i've dated my bf for 4 1/2 years now (Alhamdulillah) but technicallay, we've been dating for less than half of the duration due to his work nature..4 weeks dekat darat and another 4 weeks dekat laut..it's quite a hard time for me..not on emotional side but more on having to live and do things all by myself when he was not around..tayar kereta pecah, batteri kereta flat, paip rumah bocor, dinner makan sorang2, etc. but Alhamdulillah, I managed to sort my own life during his absence..which is a good thing for now i know that i'm actually quite a tough girl :D (clap clap for my own self).

but, dating and being married are two different thing..being apart when you're still a couple is ok..but being apart after u're getting married, tambah2 if dah pregnant or dah ada baby..perghh i can forsee quite a challenge there..even my mom pun risau if masa tgh pregnant nak terbersalin n hubby tak dapat balik..kan susah? but considereing his work nature, i have to accept it no matter what..kang tak bagi dia pi ke laut, sapa pulak nak bagi nafkah kan? he had tried to apply for office base work but takde yg memberangsangkan..either tak lepas interview..or gaji tak berpatutan with his experience..nak buat macam mana kan..hmm

orang selalu cakap kalau kita ikhlas nak membina masjid, somehow Allah akan permudahkan and permurahkan rezeki...so to cut the story short, bf finally dapat an offer way beyond our expectation..gaji yang on par with his old salary and the best part is..his office building is just behind my office building..syukur yg amat2..so lepas kawin boleh la car pool :D

tapi bila dia dah sentiasa dekat dengan kite nih..mula lah rasa mengada2 tu lebih sikit..semua benda nak bergantung harap kat dia..terus dah tak jadi tough n independent lady..jadi needy n gedix pulak..ishh apa kes nih? -_-"

thousands steps to go

2011-05-18T14:06:00.005+08:00

i've bought my first french lace..yeay! initially, i planned to use it for my sanding dress..but found it to sweet so tukar plan and gonna use it for my nikah :p

these are my two favorite designs..sekarang tinggal nak decide nak hantar upah kat siapa je ;)

sigh

2011-03-28T18:54:00.001+08:00

kenapa I duk call and sms this MUA, tapi tak pernah dapat or reply? oh stressnya!

betul ke number dia nih: Ayang Kamell: 012-2723975

Princess Cut

2011-03-25T17:05:00.003+08:00

My dream wedding ring :)

found one at K.M.Oli Mohamed Tropicana Mall :)

short term target

2011-01-02T22:06:00.001+08:00

my target for 2011: i wanna go to Japan and Europe this year..thus, i need to replenish my saving starting from the next paycheck.

Ganbate neh!!

2010-12-31T14:02:00.000+08:00

it's the last day of 2010..lets see what 2011 has to offer
i just cant wait :)

happy new year!

dear heart, please be strong will ya?

2010-12-26T19:01:00.001+08:00

i wish love comes with the same formula as all baby shampoo does..

the "no more tears" formula

ex

2010-12-19T21:44:00.003+08:00

working in the same organization with your ex really is suck
but working in the same project with your ex sucks like hell

to you, my ex,
wait till u see me kicking the hell off at my work
and im wayyyy better than i used to be
eat that u loser!
that's what u lose for treating me like a garbage
hah!

no i dont regret of not being able to be with u
i am actually thankful to u..
because of u, now i know what an ass looks like
thank you.

depression

2010-12-16T13:00:00.003+08:00

Two of my colleague that i know personally even before i joined this company are on a 2 years medical leave for depression due to work load. And the company psychiatrist revealed that there are a lot of similar cases happened. There was once, a male staff nearly committed suicide. Each time he got a new project, he will write a surat wasiat for his family.

*SHOCKED*

I am so stressed right now. I have thousands of work that is piling up each day. It becomes more stressful when your superior doesn't recognize your hard work. *CRY*

Ya Allah Ya Tuhanku, jauhkan lah aku dari penyakit gila dan sakit jiwa. Amin.

catching up

2010-12-12T10:18:00.002+08:00

went to one of my schoomate's wedding last nite..majority of my friends came with their hubs and babies..and there i was partnering up with one of my good girlfriend..then this thought strucked both of us..

we have a LOT to catch up!

cost estimation

2010-12-10T09:48:00.001+08:00

20ribu..30ribu...erkk 50ribu?

i've done some rough calculation for my wedding..

and i fainted :|

we need both the sun and rain to have the rainbow

2010-12-09T15:42:00.003+08:00

wah lamanye tak update this blog

been active (nehh) with tumblr now..tumblring other than wedding stuff

there's been a lot of things happened to me these past few months

heartache..most of em

we asked for a sunny day, but then came the rain and storm

we feel down without realizing that actually, Allah wants to give us the rainbow

so thanks to Allah, i feel much much better now

feeling the love more than ever

and i will keep on praying that it will last forever this time around

insyaAllah

love,

jarjar

2010-06-19T02:18:00.002+08:00

karma is a bitch..sooner or later it will come and bite u in the ass!!

I may forgive, but i wont forget.

Feelings are not supposed to be logical, sometimes they don't even make sense to ourselves

2010-04-16T18:50:00.000+08:00

Entertainment - tolong saya!!

2009-11-13T21:04:00.009+08:00

I want something like this at my wedding

they are from Bora Asmara. Tau tak mana nak carik such entertainer? and what's the price for their service ye?

saya nak sangat2 diorang buat persembahan at my wedding...macam sangat sweet and sempoi je :)

Mintak tolong ye...Thanks!!

**these were like 2 years back...dinner with TeeToo clan...(me, nadia, yura, irra, fasya, dhuha)...all the 6 of us were still single..now 4 dah kawen, dhuha getting married in dec and i'll be the pengapit (tak tau la camne nanti..huhu) then terakhir sekali..saya!!! oh rindu nye kamu semua..dan sangat rindu waktu berlepak sama2!!!